OH IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I'VE WRITEN A JOURNAL. IT'S BEEN ONE YEAR. I MEAN, ONE YEAR. MORE THAN ONE YEAR ACTUALLY. Ah.

I DON'T HAVE ANYONE ON DEVIANTART ANYMORE. I FEEL LIKE NOBODY CARES. *sniff*

So many... So many things changed... So many things changed that I don't know what to say. I mean, I changed. I don't even like animes anymore.
Yeah, for serious. I don't like animes now. There are a few that I still like but that's it.

I feel like I've gotten much more mature. I managed to come up with really strong ideas that I believe in. Now everything fits in my head and all. There were no many events, everything was going through my head. There were times I was kinda depressed and I couldn't really do anything, but right now I feel SO GOOD. I'm seriously happy.


My art changed too. I hadn't submitted anything for quite a long time. Rather than digital art, I was working on other things. I have been drawing a lot of figures. [link] I can't say that I was very productive other than that, but I have some nice sketches too.

FROM NOW ON, I WILL SUBMIT EVERYTHING I DO HERE. I was being too picky, I even had another account just because I wanted to submit only the best artworks here. So from now on, I'll be submitting my sketches and everything, yeah. I don't wanna be known for my digital painting skills but for the real quality of my artworks. I mean, I'm really trying hard for it.

OH AND I HAVE SOME DIGITAL WORKS THAT ARE ABOUT TO FINISH SO WATCH ME IN NEXT FEW DAYS. AND WEEKS.

SO THAT'S ALL THANK YOU BYE.

_{Oh and here you have Fantasy on the video. I love it a lot. Very symbolic if you put some thought in it. IT IS JUST LIKE A DREAAAM.}